Before in the middle of the night, my mind races. I thought about that day and time wasted, like I have for got to got to a million and one places. Always worrying about what people think and what people expected me to do, like I cant think anything through. That I should not be this way, or should be that way, that I should wear a tie , and put my neck up high. That I should learn how to speak right and even what to wear. That since I am a certain way I should go this way or that way. I know there...
