A stressful downward spiral leading to depression, a lack in self confidence, loneliness, and plummeting grades. However now as i sit here alone in the empty darkness with no one but myself to hold what troubles me i find my old self smiling. He and i both know what i must do to get back to a place where my parents can be proud. So i breath in the dark and let the day soak in to my mind, my skin, and whats left of my fractured soul. I let my manipulative brain go to work. I let my sadist self laugh...