the people whom i have considered my true friends all stabbed me in the back. im done with the thought of friends, i dont beleive in them anymore, like a christian to a satanist. im done. let my blood grow cold and let my heart ice over again, i changed everything about me. they had be beleiveing in friendship and my heart melted, now they killed that off....things didnt hurt when i didnt give a fuck about anybody, so thats who i will become once again, the heartless ruthless bastardof my past,...