i have been going through a dark tunnel it seems. my life has been pretty depressing for a while now. i don't know when i entered this dark tunnel but it has been a long road. at long last i finally saw some light at the end of this tunnel. in the form of my book finally going some were. the problem is that it will be as much as six months before i see any real results from it. so even though the end is in sight i still feel the darkness of the tunnel around me. the strange part is that it doesn't...