so sometimes i want to just not post or go on the forums at all i just want to read manga or watch anime all day but everytime i do that i worry that if i dont post at all that i will dissapear from the one place where i feel like i have a presence despite the fact that i know if i dont post for a day that that isnt going to actually happen but for some reason knowing that doesnt make me feel any different so what do you guys think i should do because i really want to be able to spend a day just...