Recently iv been having suicidal thoughts almost every day but really that doesn't bother me it's the way I am imagining killing myself I mean everything from slashing my arteries to cutting my arms and legs off with a table saw to bleed to death to beheading myself to sepukku to slashing my stomach open and tearing my organs out and it's scaring me i have no idea where his came from I'm used to suicidal thoughts and I know even though I think about it im not actually going to kill myself but before...