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"One day you'll look to the balcony next to yours and you won't see an asshole draining cigarettes. During those days, will you be sad?"
“Everyone tried to fix me. But you know, fixing a person isn’t like fixing a toy. When you fix a person you put yourself up to be broken."
“Pity’s pretty fucking expensive from someone who can’t care."
“I’m in love with you, damn it, but I still have to introduce myself to you every fucking morning and do you even understand how that feels?—No, you don’t, because you don’t actually love me. Without all my notes, there is nothing. There is actually, exactly, really nothing. I’m really just a stranger to you, and this relationship is all just a play. It’s just another novel. Fabrication. Everything. I’m not even writing a fucking novel, fuck, I’m living it."
“Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again."

"Happy birthday, to us."
It’s not until he has made it out of the hospital that the tears slam him in the face, knock him off guard and shatter his whole body into a thousand irreversible pieces. He has no idea why the world seems to have ended on such a beautiful January day, or why he’s sobbing in the middle of the street as if tomorrow will never come. Why the name on the back of his hand burns harder than any goodbye.
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'If I Stalk You'[Serious(ish) blog o:]

Posted December 26, 2011 at 11:07 AM by Monika
Updated December 26, 2011 at 11:17 AM by Monika

I guess this qualifies as interesting conversations..right?

I stalk people, but only as in quietly follow and never bother with any intention of wrong doing. Sooo when people catch me stalking them I tell them to keep moving because this is just research. "If I stalk you, it's just research c:" They're usually creeped out and walk away. I lose my target because they are extra careful to look out for me from now on. Ahem, let me explain my reasons in this very informational...
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If Only

Posted December 15, 2011 at 09:21 AM by Monika
Updated December 15, 2011 at 09:55 AM by Monika

Anyone who has known me since I was a toddler knows how active my imagination is. They also know how much of an evil troublemaker I am. Which is why I would never come across as one who can actually sit down with a paper and pen (or a computer) and write a story down. I don't think I actually like to write. I've always just seen ideas so vividly and wanted to express them somehow. Forget art, the more sensible choice, but I can't draw, paint, or color a coloring book. So turning to words was the...
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"A Demented Chocolate Bar? Nice."

Posted December 12, 2011 at 06:27 AM by Monika

Nom <(ಠvಠ)> I'm really lovin Interesting Conversations for some reason. The Momo Tamer blog must come another time.

Since we live far apart, Sunday is the only day I get to meet my annoying, yet fun friend. But my day had to be ruined. It just had to because I'm just loved so much. My little sister had to find me and my friend on the bus 'calling up spirits and talking to them' [wrote about that in a previous blog]. It's fun and we do it sometimes because we're bored. My sister...
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I'm Good At Making Deals

Posted December 6, 2011 at 07:12 PM by Monika

My dad had to leave for yet another of his countless business trips half an hour ago, thus my mom was up helping him finish packing I was also awake working on the never ending Short version of The Observer. I didn't go to school today, err yesterday and I worked on it all day, [in a terrible state of health too, I might add] but I still wasn't finished. My mom isn't as used to staying up late as my dad and I (both on our laptops xD). When my dad left, I cornered my mom and began to chatter away...
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"Why Are You So Murderous?"

Posted December 1, 2011 at 08:11 AM by Monika

And yet another Interesting Conversation(s) blog. Haven't written a blog in a month o-o

This year is somewhat lucky for me. I've met up with many old friends, made new ones, made frenemies and yay more enemies 8D Mutual hate is a wonderful thing. One of my lost, now found, old friends asked me this interesting question: "Why are you so murderous?" This was after I shared a part of The Observer(updated btw)with him, and boy did he read a bloody part. His fault for choosing...
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