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"One day you'll look to the balcony next to yours and you won't see an asshole draining cigarettes. During those days, will you be sad?"
“Everyone tried to fix me. But you know, fixing a person isn’t like fixing a toy. When you fix a person you put yourself up to be broken."
“Pity’s pretty fucking expensive from someone who can’t care."
“I’m in love with you, damn it, but I still have to introduce myself to you every fucking morning and do you even understand how that feels?—No, you don’t, because you don’t actually love me. Without all my notes, there is nothing. There is actually, exactly, really nothing. I’m really just a stranger to you, and this relationship is all just a play. It’s just another novel. Fabrication. Everything. I’m not even writing a fucking novel, fuck, I’m living it."
“Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again."

"Happy birthday, to us."
It’s not until he has made it out of the hospital that the tears slam him in the face, knock him off guard and shatter his whole body into a thousand irreversible pieces. He has no idea why the world seems to have ended on such a beautiful January day, or why he’s sobbing in the middle of the street as if tomorrow will never come. Why the name on the back of his hand burns harder than any goodbye.
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Am I THAT Useless?

Posted September 26, 2011 at 01:46 PM by Monika

This is a rant of mine. Not very violent, but just to express how angry/sad/etc. I am.
It's like I'm just good for laughs. I know I've always been the class clown. The one to make everyone burst into laughter and get the class in fun trouble. I still am behind the teacher's back. I like that position. I wouldn't have lost the fame if it weren't for my writing ability, but then again when I am rich and famous, I'll laugh at all the people who I knew who became hobos ^^, but that's another...
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Religion Tears Me Apart

Posted September 19, 2011 at 07:10 AM by Monika

My family is very religious and I don't mind that. I just roll with it~They've taught me how important religion is and even though I'm not as religious as them, I still go by it. Back in first grade I had a really good friend that stuck by me ever since Pre-K. He was my best friend. He matured fast even at his young age. It was kinda scary ouo because I was still no where near how level-headed he was. But he was like the big brother I never had. The amazing big brother I had always dreamed of. He...
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Gwaaaaah O-O

Posted September 15, 2011 at 03:25 PM by Monika

I think it's usually in movies. There's this flute song thingy that's sad but harmonious. It's so beautiful, my favorite music to listen to Ever. It's just so amazing and heart warming and you can't help but make the face Victorique is making in my profile picture (lol jk, but I can't). I can never find it when I want to though T^T and it sucks. Next time I hear that music I'm saving the page >:U To clear up what I'm saying, it's music like in this Lion King clip from 0:54-1:23 Except it's only...
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The Tiniest of Details

Posted September 13, 2011 at 12:26 PM by Monika

It happens all the time. I've watched The Lion King so many hundreds of times that I've memorized it =3= but almost always, there's gonna be a small detail I hadn't noticed before. I've seen the Gosick OP Wayy more than 24 times and I paused it at a second and I found something really surprising and enlightening.

I used to think it was two Victoriques. I wondered why that was and I had all my crazy explanations....
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A Place To Call Home

Posted September 8, 2011 at 07:44 AM by Monika

From some people's perspectives, people who aren't as wealthy as others, poor people, don't have a place of their own to call home. Even if It's a person who has a rented place. Sure that person may not Own a house of their own, but home isn't exactly just a roof over your head. A home is where you feel safe and at peace. A home does not have to be your own. It can be others' as well. You can share it if you like. But a home is a place to return to. It can be anywhere special. That's how I see it....
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