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"One day you'll look to the balcony next to yours and you won't see an asshole draining cigarettes. During those days, will you be sad?"
“Everyone tried to fix me. But you know, fixing a person isn’t like fixing a toy. When you fix a person you put yourself up to be broken."
“Pity’s pretty fucking expensive from someone who can’t care."
“I’m in love with you, damn it, but I still have to introduce myself to you every fucking morning and do you even understand how that feels?—No, you don’t, because you don’t actually love me. Without all my notes, there is nothing. There is actually, exactly, really nothing. I’m really just a stranger to you, and this relationship is all just a play. It’s just another novel. Fabrication. Everything. I’m not even writing a fucking novel, fuck, I’m living it."
“Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again."

"Happy birthday, to us."

It’s not until he has made it out of the hospital that the tears slam him in the face, knock him off guard and shatter his whole body into a thousand irreversible pieces. He has no idea why the world seems to have ended on such a beautiful January day, or why he’s sobbing in the middle of the street as if tomorrow will never come. Why the name on the back of his hand burns harder than any goodbye.

Am I THAT Useless?

Posted September 26, 2011 at 01:46 PM by Monika

This is a rant of mine. Not very violent, but just to express how angry/sad/etc. I am.
It's like I'm just good for laughs. I know I've always been the class clown. The one to make everyone burst into laughter and get the class in fun trouble. I still am behind the teacher's back. I like that position. I wouldn't have lost the fame if it weren't for my writing ability, but then again when I am rich and famous, I'll laugh at all the people who I knew who became hobos ^^, but that's another...