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"One day you'll look to the balcony next to yours and you won't see an asshole draining cigarettes. During those days, will you be sad?"
“Everyone tried to fix me. But you know, fixing a person isn’t like fixing a toy. When you fix a person you put yourself up to be broken."
“Pity’s pretty fucking expensive from someone who can’t care."
“I’m in love with you, damn it, but I still have to introduce myself to you every fucking morning and do you even understand how that feels?—No, you don’t, because you don’t actually love me. Without all my notes, there is nothing. There is actually, exactly, really nothing. I’m really just a stranger to you, and this relationship is all just a play. It’s just another novel. Fabrication. Everything. I’m not even writing a fucking novel, fuck, I’m living it."
“Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again."

"Happy birthday, to us."

It’s not until he has made it out of the hospital that the tears slam him in the face, knock him off guard and shatter his whole body into a thousand irreversible pieces. He has no idea why the world seems to have ended on such a beautiful January day, or why he’s sobbing in the middle of the street as if tomorrow will never come. Why the name on the back of his hand burns harder than any goodbye.

Between Reality and the Dream Realm

Posted March 25, 2012 at 03:28 AM by Monika

Possibly the scariest thing I've ever experienced.

Earlier this year I was really, really busy with lots of schoolwork. I had midterms for every single class I take and best of all, all the tests were divided on Two days. It was the last day and I had a science midterm to study for that I had put off. I also had an essay about my favorite author that I had to finish. But...I went to sleep. You can't blame me, I was dead tired D: I slept and slept until I woke up..sorta. I was still...

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Intimidation

Posted March 10, 2012 at 09:13 AM by Monika
Updated March 10, 2012 at 09:16 AM by Monika

So true that you learn something new everyday.

Apparently, I give off an intimidating aura. My best friend and I stumbled onto a conversation about a person that we both knew. I know one side of her and my friend knows another. I know the mean, bitchy side of her. While my friend knows the comical, fun side of her. Now I came to wonder, why is it just me that knows that side first hand? And it's kinda the same with a bunch of other people. Only my friends are nice to me and maybe...