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"One day you'll look to the balcony next to yours and you won't see an asshole draining cigarettes. During those days, will you be sad?"
“Everyone tried to fix me. But you know, fixing a person isn’t like fixing a toy. When you fix a person you put yourself up to be broken."
“Pity’s pretty fucking expensive from someone who can’t care."
“I’m in love with you, damn it, but I still have to introduce myself to you every fucking morning and do you even understand how that feels?—No, you don’t, because you don’t actually love me. Without all my notes, there is nothing. There is actually, exactly, really nothing. I’m really just a stranger to you, and this relationship is all just a play. It’s just another novel. Fabrication. Everything. I’m not even writing a fucking novel, fuck, I’m living it."
“Yesterday you loved me. Today you’ll love me again."

"Happy birthday, to us."

It’s not until he has made it out of the hospital that the tears slam him in the face, knock him off guard and shatter his whole body into a thousand irreversible pieces. He has no idea why the world seems to have ended on such a beautiful January day, or why he’s sobbing in the middle of the street as if tomorrow will never come. Why the name on the back of his hand burns harder than any goodbye.

A Week of Pain Indeed

Posted April 14, 2012 at 02:31 PM by Monika
Updated April 14, 2012 at 02:37 PM by Monika

This past week has been horrendous. And who knows what tomorrow will hold? In my religion, this week is called what literally translates to "The Week of Pain". Throughout my life, I've had bad days. Ones bad enough to call 'the worst day of my life' too. But never have I had a worse week than this one. I'm not even sure what I did wrong >:u I mean, I'm even fasting O^O! I've had some of the scariest and most real-like nightmares in a while this week. I'm not afraid of many things, but...