The past few days have been very enlightening for me.
... To be very specific, between midnight and 6:30 AM this morning, I had managed to completely detach myself from "the real world" while only improving my performance in such a thing.
It was as if I was living in a miraculous fantasy. And it was real. I will never forget those feelings; for a good 6 hours, I was living in the shoes of my ideal person.
But as you may know, I'm still recovering from...