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But it's pretty hard now that I'm actually living a life.
Still, that year of puberty, where those kinds of thoughts tend to manifest the most...
... The feelings were too strong. And to me, reality actually bent to the feelings, creating countless terrifying examples before I could begin to let go of my rationality.
... As I remember my thoughts, and feelings...
They were definitely real. If they did not extend into reality, for me, they had the ability to change such...

If someone calls me insane, I'll tell them off, and then keep being an upstanding member of society anyway!

... And if I actually get targeted by an organization, that would only be a source of more fun. <3

But it'd be better for everyone if I didn't... sooo...
I won't!

(Warning: Mirai Nikki spoilers!)

... but time is always too scared to approach me! This is actually the first time we've gotten along so well! Ehehe.
...
Muahahaha...
Aahahaha...
If I'm experiencing too much hypomania right now...
Then if I'm ever experiencing mania again, it won't be for long.
Because I already figured everything out. *poker face*
With these three simple, wonderful pieces in my mind, no matter how painful they are......

I realized something I shouldn't have.
I realized my place in this universe, with every shred of its merciless, cruel truth.

No matter how much it was me, no matter how strong or smart I was, no matter how happy and ambitious, no matter how much I wanted to hold the universe in my hands and make everyone happy... even if I was Jesus himself, this was simply not meant to happen. I just want to vomit all of my organs out.

... What I struggled with the most afterwards...

I said this, but shockingly, all of my endorphins have been more than used up, and now I need to find some more...
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This "truth" is too cruel. I hope no one else has the need to experience it.