I deal with it on a daily basis. Most days i can hide behind a happy facade but then there are others when i can't deal with it. Like the last few days i have been so far gone down the road of depression that it takes alot of will power to not just say fuck it and take one of the guns off the rack and end it. But i won't what good would it do for me to attempt it again? The last few days have been tough on me and i fear as it gets closer and closer to my birthday i will be delving deeper and deeper...
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