So once again it has been awhile since i posted a blog. This was due to many factors. One such factor being that after i posted my last blog i got into a relationship one that i thought was going to last forever. Sadly it didn't she broke up with me back on the 30th of June and it still hurts. I thought i had steeled my heart to hurt a long time ago but this proved otherwise. I realized the other day that even though i loved her and cared about her that she wasn't the one for me. Then i got to thinking...