we all have our poison. each individualhas therer own. weather you drink yours or not is up to you. i for one am constantly drinking mine whith its bitter sweet heart acheing effects. i repedatively drink it down with a smile so that it isnt known that im hurting. it is my addection and i can not stop. its the slow destructon that i have chosen and ill stand by my decision untill it kills me. but even knowing that i have choen it and that im not going to stop it doesn't lessen the pain that is puts...