| Atrixdog | November 23, 2013 11:40 AM | Quote:
Originally Posted by TiongHwi
(Post 1518530)
that is one of a childhood.
is it not tiring to be manipulating others? constantly scheming and stuff..like what's next and all..
your true strength was only revealed with atrix..yet you.. | Tiring, no. It's become second nature. I observe people from afar, subconsciously taking notes of their ticks and habits. Then when I have to talk to them, I already have a "prototype" which I adjust according to their reactions. I don't even do it on purpose anymore. It just happens.
I'm an almost different person with everyone I know, including my family.
My college professors tend to be more lenient towards me than other students because they like me.
Some of the masks are wildly different from each other. Like how sometimes I'm this dominant "alpha male" type and other times this submissive type. Whatever fits my goals.
Atrix was my anchor. He kept me from turning into my father. |