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Originally Posted by x0tynibluberi0x
(Post 1652100)
Aaa....it's only temporary, isn't it? Hang in there, my beloved <3<3
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Nah, it's just how my life goes. I was extremely thankful for it like 10 seconds ago. Extremely optimistic. How I'm still adapting to impossible circumstances despite everything I've been through.
I lied down in bed, but... Eventually, after recalling my feelings after waking up, I couldn't let things sit, so I got up to make the last can of soup. I instantly noticed that I had drank the last of the gatorade and now both the freezer and refridgerator were empty. I also remembered the drink machine from this morning, and... ugh... anyway, I had left the bowl to soak in soapy water from the previous can of soup (I had 3 cans; had eaten 2 today).
I noted my instincts and a few facts before I left, and it ended up exactly like I predicted: the change return was fixed. But I had noted the snack machine only accepted 1's, and... yup.
I turned to the front desk, even though they don't really have a cash register or anything, but it was in shutters. After I got out of the elevator, I heard people laughing on my floor. Then I heard screaming. Yup. It's... actually, usually things are a lot worse, even in that specific context.
So, I ended back up in my room, somehow ending up lying down and thinking before I bothered with the microwave. I had noticed it when I did it, but when I was deciding between the last can of chili and soup after already opening the soup partway, I ended up unconsciously choosing the soup after being lazy with the washing since it looked clean.
... My soup... tasted exactly like soap.
After considering looking up the potential health effects of ingesting that amount of dish soap, and also feeling the dish soap aftertaste increase when I had nothing to wash it down with, I felt depressed for the first time in a long while. But only because I had hyped myself up so much... and... for lots of reasons...
.w.
