I'm not a full sadist~ :P
I'm half tsundere~ Hehehe~ <333

I also don't really like writing so detailed about torturing people...
...it's not really a feminine-ish, I think~

I want to avoid chatting about anything adult-ish, like s*x and really gruesome things. Just a snippet of gore is fine~ :)))

Hehehe~~ I'll remember this for future uses~~
<3333

Yupp~ xD
I've been using lots of GIFs from that~ :)))

:tongue:

I really... want to take revenge, though...
...but it's the consequences that scare me off... D:

So, I just let everyone have their way with me, bullying however they'd like. I'd just keep quiet and wait for them to start picking on another target. I've been bullied in school since I was 7. Nothing changed even after I transferred twice, so the problem is just... me.

I really... never did anything. I just sit down by myself and never talk to anyone. The girls hate me for being popular with the guys. During breaks, I don't eat in school to avoid them. Instead, I sit near the references shelves in the library and just draw.

When I was 9, I just couldn't take it any more. I brought a penknife to school and swore to at least kill someone for everything I went through. When they started picking on me (they poured water on me and stationery), I just started crying silently while stabbing my desk with the penknife over and over. Some started to back off... but then I heard a girl calling me crazy and I just lost it. I stood up and was about to lash at her, but she got really scared and started to cry, so I stopped. Everyone was then terrified of me. Then I just felt it wasn't what I wanted... that this makes me feel even worse. Being like that, I just made a reason for them to really hate me. Something from my own doing. Before I knew it, I placed the penknife on my neck and a guy pushed me down and snatched it away. That was... my first suicide attempt...

...okaii, nothing more about that.
Sowwie... that just... reminded me of that...
idk... sorrie...............