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I'm Outta Here. Something Came Up.

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Originally Posted by Brisk (Post 1441751)

what? you dont believe me? :tongue:

should we look at our skype chats? :HelloKitty:

bye rami

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Originally Posted by 90Ramiro90 (Post 1441753)

I'm Outta Here. Something Came Up.

laterz~

and im off to bed so night all~

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Originally Posted by JmMajestic (Post 1441748)

finish it so you can sleep and not get up early U_U

Ufwaauuu~ TwT I'll do it in a seeec~

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Originally Posted by Rawrgity (Post 1441749)

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School.
KILL IT.

Saveee meee, Master Raaawr~

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Originally Posted by TiongHwi (Post 1441750)

sumimasen..unable to be of help..

finish it, nonetheless, for the peace of mind~

That is really truee, I probably shouldn't stress myself out with this stupid stuff..^^;

Going to bed as well, seeya peeps ^^

I'm leaving as well. Goodnight.

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Originally Posted by x0tynibluberi0x (Post 1441757)

Ufwaauuu~ TwT I'll do it in a seeec~

Saveee meee, Master Raaawr~

That is really truee, I probably shouldn't stress myself out with this stupid stuff..^^;

don't complain U_U
onii-chan is here to help U_U

bye arec and nino

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Originally Posted by JmMajestic (Post 1441754)

should we look at our skype chats? :HelloKitty:

bye rami

nono xD there is no need for that :tongue:

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goodnight again :3

Anyway... I'm starting to remember why my life doesn't make sense, even if I think about things normally.
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Every day, my muscles change shape and improve gradually but extremely noticeably rapidly. Every day, my balance gets even better, even though I can already stand comfortably on one tiptoed foot for extended periods of times, and am often doing pretzel motions when I get stuff out the cupboard etc, with my head pretty much at my knee... and... and... I can't even begin to go into the mental... aspects...
... And I'm not on any drugs. Nor do I ever practice any of these things. In fact, I've fucking had the flu and have been fighting death for the past year!

... I'm not sad, but I want to cry for absolutely no reason...
... What is with my life?
... I mean, the moment I ask myself that, it's all clearer than day, but...
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Not to mention my family is full of diabetes and all kinds of liver problems and bad health... and I'm six inches taller than ANYONE in my family for the past 3 generations, everywhere, all cousins, all offshoots... Only one person hits 6 feet, and that's my great-grandfather that I was named after. No one else within the past 3 generations, including the timeline of great grandparents, reaches 6 feet. And no one is especially smart or talented, either.

.........................................
...But even before that, I can see the nuances of "the universe," and "perception," and "society." And I can see the ways in which people may reject (*stares down APA*) those... uncommon.... notions. And more than anything, my childhood denial and inferiority complex turns everything upside down and complicates it beyond repair so as to prevent irrational--or rational--pride.
And...
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Now that I'm finally starting to feel better... just what is going to happen?