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There is only one yoshi for a reason... *sigh* <(` . `)> |
...okay, considering there's little people here, I think I should just burst now. I'm not okay... I feel torn to pieces, but in a different way than what was intended...by so many people... ...why am I treated like a punching bag...? It's been chewing into me recently, eating away at me more and more...I've been taking hits physically, mentally and emotionally. I've been having trouble breathing and I've been getting weaker and weaker, dizzier and nauseous, my chest area where my heart is especially has been aching unbearably, I feel like I could die from it...I haven't been able to focus in class, I've been losing sleep, losing appetite, bursting into tears at single thoughts flashing through my head...getting sick more, unable to keep things in my stomach, getting more injuries from not even being able to stand... despising my personality at the top-- I can't be anyone else, and it's tormenting, it's so tormenting because if I was anyone else, I wouldn't care I wouldn't cry and I would be cared for and for whatever reason enjoyed... Yes, I do my best to make sure everyone is happy, even the people I barely remember the faces of, at my school...whenever I devote myself to someone, I just get thrown away though. Ahaha. AHAHAAHAH. I literally crumbled into a terrifying laughing-sobbing session for half an hour. Shall I fall in love anymore? I shall not! I'm trampled on and tattered and torn right now, anyway, I am in no condition to love anyone to the fourth degree anymore...hmph!! Just leave me alone!! *turns away* ...hahaha...just kidding, nee...because I still love everyone here...to the second degree...<3 I'm not going to turn away from youuuu guys ^^ But... I feel like my heart is going to kill me... ~ ramble over ~ ...I think I should go eat or something right now. Sorry ;w;' |
jm hates nightcore...(he has no taste) and im sorry your so lonely Miya ;( Tyni did rawry hurt you D:? *holds tyni and comforts her* im sorry you are suffering but you shouldn't hold in your feelings as they build up that way and make it feel worse :( you have many friends here(even if we cant physically be there for you) and we will do our best to try and help you feel better |
MIYAMIYA YOU'RE NOT ALONE I'M SORRY YOU'RE AMAZING UGYAAAA I SUCK *runs away* |
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@Tyni you get back here young lady and stop giving yourself such a hard time! You're a great person and I really admire that you want to make everyone happy despite not being happy yourself. I'm just like that. I could throw my life away for almost anyone on this forum. But sadly you need to realize that there are some problems you just can't fix. No matter how badly you want it to be that way. I feel loved and cared about by you guys. But when I'm not on here, I'm just standing there with no one around to support me. There is a reason why I stopped following classes. But because of my issues that you have nothing to do with and that happened way before you were even here, you shouldn't feel bad about it! |
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