| Rawrgity | November 8, 2013 08:03 AM |
Quote:
Originally Posted by Miya
(Post 1486244)
Then stop acting like you don't have them. I only say those things because that's someone who I see.
Whenever I see you type, I see someone that talks without emotions. Someone that is very smart and makes me wonder sometimes what the fuck he's talking about, because I don't understand all the words that you use. But shows little to no emotion, at least in here. Open up more and let out more.
I honestly don't mean to hurt you, but this is my honest opinion when I see you.
| I find that very strange.... The person you see sounds like... just... a completely alien concept. Are you talking about me? I don't know...
But anyway, I just wrote several paragraphs about my emotions. If that's not showing emotion, how should I show it? Opening up more and letting out more... I feel as if I just laid bare the most inner reaches of myself. I could try to write even more about it, I suppose... Quote:
Of course I'm not emotionless. I feel "emotions" with enough intensity to lock up all of my muscles. Every time I read a statement like this:
I feel as if my intestines have been ripped out.
But I have things that are more important to me than anything else, and even if all four of my limbs are ripped off, I'll crawl towards my dream, continuing to learn and grow, until I simply stand up again and grasp it. It's true that nothing can move me from that. Even if the very thing I desired told me to fuck off, I'd simply adjust my tie and change my method of approach.
Anyway... I've mentioned about being very sick for this past month-ish, and that has not yet changed. But perhaps it's of note that my "potentially fatal condition" could be said to stem from too much emotion, to the point of inducing toxicity in the brain.
Time for my next ibuprofen dose.
Personally, I find accusatory usage of "you" to be very, very mean... But I don't like responding in kind, so I was at a loss. I tried to respond in the most good-humored way possible, but I'm sorry if I hurt you...
| ... Ugh, I'm confused. | 