^ Ya It was fun playing with sheep again like old times, But sleep's important maybe another night.

Goodnight Chibi! untill I see you Next Time!! ( probably tomorrow. LOL! )

* Puts away chainsaw *

@ Sheep

Well that was fun, but it's over now.

You can go back to hating my guts and all that. lol.

Hate is such a strong word.
More like misplaced anger.

^ w/e it is Richard Don't worry about it, I made my choices here and I'll live with them, They made their choices too and they can live with it however they like. So did you, Right?

I've already gotten past along time ago Hating on whoever, instead I just live my AU Life here being me like I always have but alot less afraid to show it. I'll defend myself Forsure! and the ppl I think are my friends here as always! But I won't hide my flaws or my anger here, Just like I wont hide my Carring or Joy either.

well that's all neither here nor there anymore Richard, I'm just happy That I was here at one point cause I was me the entire time good and bad and all that inbetween. If I ever felt something passionately here I did'nt hide it from anyone good or bad. Someday That's gonna get me banned I think. But It's not today.

So I'm gonna look forward to seeing all the ppl I like here and call my friends here tomorow. To Me That's The Best Part of AU, and knowing that it dosen't matter how I am Cause they've already accepted me for all of it, not just what they wanna see. I don't have to worry about anything as to what the ppl who hate me here think or gotta say anymore. and I don't have to avoid them or be all concerned about what I say to them, cause I don't hate them or anyone here anymore and I finally realized a while ago what it means to have Real Friends around here Rather than just call someone that.

Why do you think I tread so carefully?
Some of the mod on here would love to see my head on a spike.

I completely get what you are saying, Cure.

AU members seem to be confused about the difference between defending/standing up for yourself and being a hater who starts fights.

This reason here is part of the reason to blame for our lacking general discussion section as of late... >.>

^Pfftt. LOL. I already know enough of your track record, Just like you know mine.

I also know alot of other things too, probably things you learned as well here. Both of us the Hard Way. Though diffrent cases.

So here's a diffrence for you, between how I see it and how you and others may see it.

Have you ever tried to get someone Permenatly Banned around here?

I haven't, no matter how much I hated them when I did hate ppl here back then.

The reason I did'nt was cause it would have affected alot more ppl than just them, I realized that in a convo with Rok on PM's months ago.

It dosen't mean I'm gonna be afraid of it. and won't let it prevent me from not saying something I think is right or fair or that.

It means I'm not gonna go out and intentionally and permanently hurt the ppl I care about for real here just to satisfy my own hate. Right?

anyways I live my AU Life same as I do IRL just day to day. and I'm really happy to be here and have the ppl I Care about here. So each day I do see and talk to them's a good day cause I know them and they know me.

Hope that helps you a bit.

We need more arguments dammit! Lol.

@Bubb, play wiff me q.q LoL pls

I was just reminded tonight that not all AU members are sensible and understanding like you.

I have lost even more respect for AU members who choose to blow out of proportion a response to a misinterpretation and thread to go to the mods...

It seems like a malicious attempt to get someone infracted or banned because of self-righteousness and envy.

^ Thanks for that,

I HAVE been known for starting them on occasion back then, but in the past many months I haven't had it in my intentions in the least. But rather trying to fix things as I could.

Did'nt really work out So I'll just keep going as always. Maybe someday ppl will get over stuff or not, all I can do is just be me around here and say what it is I wanna and feel. and that's always gotta be first, or else I'm Just throwing away the ppl who care about me For Real, and I won't do that and never will.

anyways End of Discussion on that. lol.