i completelly get what u r saying bro, if u want just keep on complaining here, that should work as another way to relieve some more stress aside from sports, and if i can be of any help by hearing u out ill be more than glad

thanks bro :) and yeah, one of my best friends is taking care of me, she lives in my same building one floor above, she is funny and kind which is great! i was seriously in need of company, its really hard to just rest all day and having almost nothing interesting to watch on TV :/